07/02/2005

should we have hope ?


When I walk along the street, I see these people doing drugs . . .
In my own little corner I feel bad, did these people make themselves thugs?
I wonder where do I belong in this world, with my friends and the ones I love?
How do I escape the mess I put myself in, I pray to heavens above,
I am lost in my little corner and I am not sure where to turn,
Sometimes I want to end the pain.. Its makes my insides churn,
I am losing bits and pieces of myself at the same time . . .
I wonder where to go.. what to do.. is that a crime?
Where am I headed in this life, I ask of you..
I am so lost and confused, let me know what to do . . .
I am always doing things to make others happy, but in return I am sad!
Why can't I be happy for myself instead of others, it makes me so mad.
Where do I belong in this crowd of people arguing and complaining,
Is this me, My hope is slowly draining.
I am trying to bring out the real me, but I have been trying for so long . . .
All i want to know is "Where do I belong" ??